This is a very close up picture of me, sorry about that 🙂
Happy Halloween 🙂 I did nothing but go to work today and when I came home I worked on crocheting my scarf. Pretty proud of myself for getting the hang of this. I love the texture of crocheted things. The feeling is very appealing to me. As weird as it may sound, I just like to rub my hands on the scarf. I’m all about textures and always have been and have had texture issues most of my life.
I wore these cat ears to work today. No one expected it, but no one was surprised either 🙂 Everybody knows that I love cats and I’m glad for that. It’s a part of me. They’re just awesome creatures.
When you work in a small office 40 hours a week, you get to know the people you work with quite well, whether you like it or not. Somehow it seems my coworkers know more about me than some members of my own family or some friends. Somehow they all know I have OCD, probably because I wipe down my desk every day with Clorox wipes and wash my hands more than obviously is normal.
I guess what I’m getting at is I wish that it wasn’t so uncomfortable for me to open up to the people who I should be able to open up to. I don’t feel comfortable sharing aspects of my mental health or interests with my father. I just don’t feel comfortable. My mom, on the other hand, is the person I share everything with. Sometimes I feel like I live two different lives. I don’t always feel that I’m being true to who I am.
This is one thing that I’d like to change about myself.
Thank you for reading 🙂