I wasn’t going to write anything today, but the urge came over me about twenty minutes ago in the shower. I didn’t go to work today because the roads are hazardous and the sub zero temperatures are dangerous on top of that. I thought it would be nice to not go to work on a Monday and normally it would, but being forced to stay in the house turned out to be not as nice as I thought. I wound up watching Dexter, a good but depressing show all day, while crocheting a granny-square turned afghan.
It’s gotten a lot larger toward the end of the day. It’s a fun project, but it’s literally all I did all day. It’s a little Americana, but those are just the random partially-used skeins of yarn I had lying around. I feel like this day was wasted.
For the past couple of weeks, I’ve been experiencing bouts of depression. It happened at work a couple of times and the past three days I’ve just been really down. I feel like there’s nothing to smile at and I feel like I can’t hear anyone or anything. It’s like there’s a cloud around my head keeping me from seeing the world around me. Today was like this. I eventually had to sit here and watch Family Guy just to start feeling something positive.
I never thought I’d actually say this, but I’m ready to go back to work tomorrow. I hope that everything goes smoothly weather-wise and driving-wise. I don’t wanna go clean off my car, but I have to.
Well, thanks for listening 🙂 I hope if you were affected by this storm that you are keeping safe and warm.