It has been about 6 months since I’ve last written. I haven’t forgotten about my blog, just have had a lot of different things going on in my life that have taken up most of my attention. I do, occasionally, like to add a few updates just to keep it a little lively.
I will start out by saying that nothing major has happened in my life in the past 6 months, but then again sometimes it’s the little things in life that build up to the biggest changes. Continue reading
It’s been awhile. Days go by and then weeks go by and before I realize it, months have passed. I apologize for neglecting my blog for so long. Oh well, life moves on sometimes and that’s ok.
I have been doing well, I think, now that I’ve quite taking medication. I’ve been learning how to cope with some of my issues without relying on any substance to numb it all. There are some things that have really been positive about this experience. I have lost about 15 lbs, which for me was the difference between being healthy and overweight for my size. I actually have the willpower to not overeat I’m honestly much happier with my appearance. I don’t have the endless appetite anymore and my blood sugar levels seem to be steady. I had so much trouble with blood sugar fluctuations and it made me really hungry all the time. As soon as I stopped taking sertraline, that issue totally stopped. I don’t know if there is a relationship, but it’s certainly something I’ve noticed.
The major negative is that I’m again grouchy more often than not. I have to be very aware of how and what I’m saying now. I was a much nicer person on medication. It’s a give and take I suppose. I just need to work on being less of a grouch all the time.
I have actually started writing fiction again, something I haven’t done for years. I don’t really like to talk specifics about what I’m writing because I feel like that will jinx it and I’ll never finish, but I have been planning and writing nearly every day. I’m proud of myself actually.
That’s what’s new with me. I’m off to read the comments I’ve been neglecting all these months.
Hello everyone 🙂
In my last post, I mentioned that I have some kind of big news to share. Well, here it is: I’m officially medication free! It took a month, but I finally stopped taking sertraline (aka Zoloft) and my oral contraceptives (aka tri-sprintec) and I have not felt this great in years. I chose to stop medication because I felt it was no longer doing what I wanted it to do. Yes, it took the edge off, but eventually for me the side-effects outweighed any benefit I was experiencing anymore. I am now in a stable work environment with a cozy, daily routine, so my anxiety has been much better than it was when I was in college. Continue reading
I have been coping remarkably well with the change in seasons this year. The transition from summer to fall happened really slowly for us and I still don’t even really feel like it’s been that cold. I’m not sure what that means for later on in the winter, probably it will be a long and cold one, but so far so good. I’ve found a new hobby, if you couldn’t tell. I’ve been getting in touch with my inner kiddult and am finding how much I enjoy collecting dolls. I actually just got one back today from getting its face painted and I’ll very happily show you it sometime this week. Continue reading
I forgot how beautiful October is. This is probably the only month in the “colder” months that I like. I live in a place where we have many beautiful, changing trees this time of year. My city is surrounded by state forest on all sides, so it’s really gorgeous right now. I’m definitely sad about summer being over, but it’s still very warm right now and there isn’t much humidity, so it’s more enjoyable to be outside. K and I decided to go to the golf course yesterday, where I took the leaf pictures. Continue reading
Today was not a good day for me and my anxiety. We had an epic battle. There are sick people at work and while I like this people and consider them my friends, I can’t get past the illness. I expected that she was coming back to work today, so I took an Airborne tablet and a multivitamin beforehand. Even if those things don’t do anything, they make me feel better. Continue reading
As you know, I am a huge fan of many things from Korea, mostly just K, but I also love the skincare, beauty, clothing, and food. I consider Korean snacks to be housed under that Korean food umbrella. Continue reading
We had beautiful weather this weekend! It was in the low 90s, which is hot, yes, but I love the heat! It’s going to be gone from here soon and that makes me sad. K and I are going to San Diego in February, so I just need to hold out until then. I can have a short break from the cold weather then. Continue reading
I have been considering making a diorama to feature my doll in when I blog about or take pictures of her. I wasn’t sure how I was going to go about it, or how it cost, so I was hesitant. There are not too many tutorials on how to make one. I seriously Googled tons of different things, but nothing really came up, so I decided to go on this DIY journey alone and then share it with you all if things went well. The good news is, this project is really inexpensive and fun!! It cost me only about $10 total. Continue reading